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Some days I wake up feeling pretty good, pretty good for me is a pain level of 8 or below (pain scale with a score between 0-10). Obviously 0 is no pain and 10  is excruciating, debilitating pain. I function, rucmcfrmnnnb eectss

The mumbo-jumbo written just above, shows you just have that the migraine is getting. I am speaking to Siri and having her write my post since I am having difficulty typing and seeing the words. I keep falling to sleep as a try to write about my thoughts.

I apologize that this is not a happy post.  I am having a hard time dealing with all of this lately. It's only taking me about eight hours to write this post. So,  it might give you an inkling of how difficult it is for me to see and type and do those types of things when I have such a bad migraine.

It makes life especially hard, when I am having such a good day, and then a level 10 migraine hits me full force out of the blue. It is difficult to go from feeling good, to having this excruciating pain where I just want to curl up in a ball and cry because I hurt so bad. I can do so much better when the migraine starts slow and I am able to medicate quickly so that I can medicate and do the things that I need to do to slow down that rapid progression of migraine. It is hard for me to even understand, so I don't expect you to be able to understand and fully comprehend the whole situation either. 

I pray that with some good sleep I will be able to function tomorrow and not live in extreme pain. Migraines suck! I am tired of migraines controlling my life! My goal is to take control and manage the migraine. I want to find a way to help all of us who suffer daily with chronic migraine and pain. All I have to say is that I hate migraine!

If only we could share this with our medical providers and anybody else that doesn't understand what it feels like to live with a debilitating migraine. YouGraine for the WORST HOUR OF YOUR LIFE!